Saturday, July 7, 2012

Zombi-fied Emotions

Top (L to R): Michelle's brothers; Bottom (L to R): Michelle, Ciana (yes, that's me)

I was more than displeased when I heard that a group picture was going to be taken but I guess I hid it well as there is no obvious trace.

That was the 'before' me; life seemed so perfect back then with radiated happiness in the air.

This is the 'now' me; my sleeping hours have crashed and gone upside down as the day approaches by the minute with deep exasperation in tow. The second sick hand has fallen greatly under the weather, insisted to let nature takes it course and killed my nights in the process. I don't know what energy I am surviving on, but I know that if I don't have a time frame to pack the things up and leave, it will make the process easier.

My wallet will grow thinner for no apparent reason because of the move. I'm deeply pissed off because all I think about now is the arrangement of items in the countless amount of boxes that I have with me. Moving has never been an issue but once I'm slapped with a short time frame, it ruins the mood in me especially when there are so many cabinets to ransack with so many things to filter and only a pair of hands to save my sanity now.

Heal the sick hand and I won't be this exasperated. I will be mad, but I won't be that mad until I'm an overactive zombie. =/

It's encrypted, but it's obvious enough for the two people who wanted their way. My temper will flare up again if I ever run into them, so fingers crossed that the rope will forever be burned. If they don't want the rope to be burned, they have to extend the time frame (and from the way I see it, they won't; in fact, they can't wait for the time to be up).


  1. :x

    I'm sorry to hear all that!

    Moving is always stressful, even more so when you have a ridiculous time frame to follow.


    1. Thanks for the hug, Huai Bin. =) *hugs back*

      It's okay, I guess I have to learn from experience to pack the unimportant things away in advance. Inasmuch as I want to yell and throw tantrums, it unfortunately is part and parcel of the whole tenancy deal. =/

  2. Hi!!
    Please, don't be so sad. Things will go well, I'm sure of it. Changings are always hard, but they help you growing. I'm sure in the future you'll think back at these events and laugh at them. It's not easy, I know...but you've got to fight for your happiness. Hugs!!

    1. I'm trying to keep my emotions in check, Laura, but there are times when I catch myself venting my frustration in the form of a muffled scream. =/ I'm just not sure why everything bad must all come at one shot; from the second pair of hands falling under the weather to the stress of moving places.

      I hope that everything will fall back according to plan these couple of weeks or I'm sure going to vent at those inferred folks. *sigh*

      Thanks for the hug, Laura~! =) *hugs back*

  3. Everything happens for a reason... do believe things can only get better =) xoxo

    1. Hi Smitten, I'm crossing my fingers in the hopes that everything will turn out alright - asap. I can longer afford another round of illness, especially when I've to move real soon. >.<


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