Tuesday, December 11, 2012

麦管我; 我... 我要爆哭!

惨了我! 要我怎样写呢?

没人真真知道我心想了什么.



一段段讨厌自己。做错太多弥不了事情。如果我 - 那个15岁的少女 - 有勇敢和成熟度,我不会在一直后悔。也走掉了。

不,我意识是说,我会已经去别的地方,比较好的地方。

恐怕我梦破碎到那时候。

真的,我不骗你.

唯一的希望是我还能来得及。

For someone who doesn't care about anything and wants only to live day by day, look at what transpired? Sigh.



快进18个月, 友情慢慢消失了。

最令我失望是你居然会忘记我生日。这是第一次;我不是说过,除了我父母,我不喜欢朋友忘记这重要的日子。

虽然我决定跟他保持一些些距离,我没想过这一点。

不能说我有伤悼。好像我刚刚写,我是对他有那么一点失望。

4 comments:

  1. Nice...I like the second song...and I see this is tagged under me. I think it's a sad song, though it's great. Take care Ciana. xoxo

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    1. Hey Huai Bin!

      The reason why it's tagged "under me" is because I wanted to vent my frustration at myself.

      Nah, the second song isn't a sad one; it's leaning more towards reminiscence. It's actually the theme song for "You Are The Apple of My Eye" that premiered here - in KL - about a year ago. =D

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  2. Thks for sharing these clips! It's nice to listen to some nice songs after a tiring trip :)

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    1. Hey Shirley, it's of no problem.

      Welcome back, and I hope you've had a great time during your trip! =)

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